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Fantasies Of My Suicide

by Wytch Code

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Misanthrope 05:21
I look at people passing on the street I see a waste, A cold, bleak, emptiness Dotted by eyes that speak of nothing Assumptions made, backed by auras I can feel in my neck and behind my eyes I know these people are nothing, I know these people mean nothing Others make me feel sick A haze in my head caused by their words I need silence Its hot and crowded, sweat and filth Clarity cannot be found I hate people, I hate the way that they are
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My life bleached out In white and black Hope is a dead notion I never wanna go back Not anymore, no breaths No tears Never want to live Never live in fear "I see myself in a pool of black, Body white as a sheet A picture of peace... Flatlined, with nobody to see Dead and cold, with nobody to find me" I fear death, but I fear life more Happiness took one look at me And slammed its door (Dialogue) I lived alone, and I die the same A solitary corpse On a playground swing Hung by the neck Until I am dead Born in a noose Gagging out every breath
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When I cannot, I look at pictures Of those who do Enviously, eyeing the blood Licking, my lips, At the sight Of smiling wounds It is pure, It is understandable To do it, and to be alone Have nobody know, how you feel Is pure, is beautiful My vice, my release
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False Bearer 05:03
Bright red marks the path Of ink There for a day, then washed off In the sink Feigning misery, To be gathered up in the arms Of sympathy A pathetic waste of self Lightly taken, and casually borne A featherweight burden, disguised as a stone Take a knife, take a razorblade And go over slowly, these outlines you made Earn the blood, mutilate the skin Go through your lie, to the flesh within You whine, and cry out, for help and a shoulder To cry upon, your burden a boulder, But hollow in nature, weighing not a pound Truth in your words is nowhere to be found Follow through, go to hell Follow through, kill yourself Kill yourself
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The Wytch 04:20
You'll stay in bed For she sits upon your chest You'll never leave For she holds the keys She doesn't love you She doesn't care
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Rather than suckle your piglets, You starved them, or fed them shit "Mutter des hases Was haben sie gietan Sie haben sich, was got gestorben Um sie von sparen Im dreck liegen I We will cleanse ourselves And this squalid pig sty
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Funerary 03:47
You said you never wanted me But you created the conditions Which in turn, created me You said I was a failure, A living curse... I took those words to heart And I woke up in a hearse Oh you didn't want me Its just as bad as it sounds I never asked for this life Put me in the ground Oh, you gave a gift When you gave me life But it was a wasted gesture... You made me cold, You made me hard, You made me want to spend My entire life in the dark I want to be buried (I inherited, only disease) I want to be free (From a mother, who hated me) As many feet, under the snowy ground As you can put me
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Hell House 02:56
A twisted feeling, in all of me I am disgusted, by myself I'm living in, a personal hell This isn't living, I hate myself The walls are pressing in around me Pulling the life from my lungs I am apathetic, and I am panicked I don't want to see, but my eyes demand it Everything is twisted and bubonic Filled to bursting with sickness

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The Debut album from one man experimental DSBM project, Wytch Code.
Combining influences from a wide spectrum with intense emotion and desperate urgency, "Fantasies Of My Suicide' crosses soundscapes that are both violently jarring and painfully beautiful.

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released March 7, 2017

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